SoulJa feat. Miho Karasawa - Way to Love ～最後の恋～

I don't really know why, but today I really feel like to heard and posting about this song.

This is actually one of my precious song, that could make me calm, feel in love, and bring almost every of my love story as a teenager. Include my first love... #blushing#. As I remember, I first heard this song from the MTV Asia (JK Hits) 3 years ago, and I got in love at the first sight.

Honestly, first I don't really know the meaning of this song, I just in love without reason... But when I heard the lyrics "Kimi ni aitakute tada chikaku ni sasete, Onegai sobani ite.. itsumademo..." (I know just a little of Japanese language which I learn from watching dorama). I just know the meaning of this song must be really resemble my pure, naive, teenager love. And as fast as possible, I search for the lyrics and the English translation.

The meaning is really got me deeply in love with this song, and as you can tell, it stick into me until today.

And I become a fans of SoulJa's song, hmmm.... not all of his song, but "Koko ni Iru Yo" feat. Thelma Aoyama, which one of the song on his first album "Spirits" is also got my attention.

PV (Promotion Video) :

WAY TO LOVE ～最後の恋～   
(Way to Love ~Saigo No Koi~ /          Way to Love ~Final Love~)

SoulJa feat. Miho Karasawa
Album : SoulJa - Letters (2010)






Ima wa mada watashi dakeno wagamama dakeredo
Anata ni tsutaetai kono omoi wo

Wagamama demo katte demo ne ima kimi ni aitaiyo
Watashi koi ni ochi teiku tochuu

Kako no koi ni kizutsu kerareteta kimi ni
Deatta koro no ore mo onaji de
Hito no koto shinyou dekinakute
dakedo kimi wa hoka to wa I kute
Hikare atteku jibun ga kowaka tta
Douse mata kizutsuku dake nanjanee katoka omoi
Kokoro wo toza shiteta ore ni kimi ga sosoi dekureta

Yawarakana kimochi afure te
(yo hajime wa tomadoi nagaramo
kimi ni sukoshi zutsu hirai ta kokoro )
Machi no noizu ga kokochi yoku hibii te (feel so good)

Wagamama demo katte demo ne ima kimi ni aitaiyo
Ashita ga mate nainante okashii ne
Akegata no sora nagame te tashika meteiru kitto
Watashi koi ni ochi teiku tochuu

Itsumo naka noii o niai no futari tte
Yatara chakasareruze tomodachi ni
Kedo kekkyoku hatada no tomodachi te ka
Sore de yokatta hazunanoni itsuno mani ka
Orera futari ga nanigenaku sugo shita jikan no naka de
Ima made kanjita koto nakatta nanika ni futari ga

Fushigi na rizumu ni tsutsumare
( itsumo zutto sagashiteta
Nanika ga itsunomani me no mae ni ita )
Itsumoto chigau hajimete no shunkan
( ore no hontou no kimochi wa)

I just wanna keep on lovin you itsumo
( itsumademo kimi no koto wo )
Bukiyou nakono omoi hitori
no shiawase wa mou kanashii kara
( tsutaetai kono kimochi ga )
Atatakaku yasashii kimochi sotto taisetsu nishitai
Saigo no koi ni ochi teiku toki

Kimi ni aitakute tada chikaku ni sasete onegai
Sobani ite itsumademo kimi no koto mamori nuki tee
Kono saigo no koha hanashitaku nee kara
Baby girl ima sugu aitee

Ima wa mada watashi dake no wagamama dakeredo
Anata ni tsutaetai kono omoi wo

I just wanna keep on lovin you itsumo
( itsumademo kimi no koto wo ) tsutae kirenai omoi
Kotoba ga mune no oku de furue teiru
(tsutaetai kono kimochi wa )
Daki shimete kisu shite tsuyoku
(nando demo nando demo )
Motto kanjite itai
Saigo no koi ni ochi teiku yoru

Watashi koi ni ochi teku tochuu


Note :
This is the best lyrics that really got the song right,
As I search, I got a few of wrong lyrics.


English Translation :

Eventhough I'm selfish
Now I want to tell you
this feeling

Being selfish on my own
but I want to see you now
because I'm in the middle of falling in love

rap:
because of being hurt by your past love
you couldn't trust other people
and I feel the same way as you do
but you are different
you are glowing
I am afraid by the feeling in my heart
that I will repeat the mistake of hurting you
but I want to be by your side

this soft feeling is flowing
(your heart that wavers at first is slowly opening up)
the feeling of noise of the city is resonating
(feel so good)

Being selfish on my own
but I want to see you now
I couldn't wait for tomorrow
It is strange
Gazing up at the open sky
I am assured
I am in the middle of falling in love

rap:
Teasing friends always said
"the two of you look good together"
but in the end we ended up as friend
I was supposed to feel relieved about it
but since when
both of us
during all these time we spent together
I felt the feelings I've never had before
when we are together
yeah sing it

weird rhythm is wrapping in
(always been looking for the one
unknowingly you've been infront of me)
Feeling different for the first time
(my real feelings is)

I just wanna keep on loving you always
(always all about you)
this clumsy feelings
happiness alone is sad
(I want to tell you this feeling)
warmth of this soft feeling
I want to treasure it
when I'm falling for the last love

I want to see you
let me stay near by your side
please
when looking at the sky
always
(the time you come to me
I won't ever let go of this love
baby girl I wanna see you right now)

Eventhough I'm selfish
Now I want to tell you
this feeling

I just wanna keep on loving you always
(always all about you)
this feelings that I can't get through to you
but deep inside words are overflowing
(feelings that I want to tell you)
tight hugs and kisses
(again and again)
I want to feel it more
the night when I fall for the last love

I am in the middle of falling in love...


Source :
twins-azalea.blogspot.com
wikipedia.org
nitrolyrics.com
jpopasia.com
youtube.com

"A.E.Y.I Handicraft" : Debute of My Own Products!! Part 2

So, this is actually a 2nd part of introduction my new project.
As I promise, I would posting about my recent clay creation that not yet on sale.
 
Most of them is made under a valentine theme...

Macaroons Keychain

Chocolate with a melted filling Keychain

Nigiri Sushi Keychain

Mix of all my products that not yet on sale

The Handmade Jewelery

Red Grape and White Beads Necklace

Flowers Earrings (It comes on pink and white color)

Bracelets and Couple of Earrings

Mix of Earrings Collection

 Individual picture of the Earrings :

Next is the soft air dry clay products 

this is a first time I used a soft air dry clay (>_<)

(Products : AMOS Air Dry Clay)

2 Magnet Doll, Dolly with a spring, Blue and Purple Whale Keychain, 2 Bow Brosce, and Mix Fruits Keychain

And my favorites :

This is a very first time I made a doll from clay...

So, next!! The clay products

Paper Clip Desert!! (Chocolate Cakes, Grape & Raspberries Pudding, and Rainbow Cakes)

Chibi Car Ornaments, Burgers Keychain, Biscuits Magnets, Macaroons, Chocolate, Nigiri Sushi Keychain

And my another favorites :

Chibi Magnets!!

(Most of them is Disney Princess Inspired)

 1st Row : all my original design

2nd Row : (from the left) Snow White, Aurora, Ariel, Jasmine

3rd Row : (from the left) Belle, Rapunzel, Mulan, Cinderella

And the last is all the products is packed on box to be sold...

That's all the products,

And it's really take over my time to packaging all of them, take a picture and packed them all on a box. But I really excited until I procastinating my much more important task, which is my degree essay... and study for my next middle test... Oh, I'm feeling guilty... It haunts me!! (-_-") #panic#. 

I better do it soon... hmmm... soon.... Bye!!

Highlights : 

procrastination refers to the act of replacing high-priority actions with tasks of lower priority, or doing something from which one derives enjoyment, and thus putting off important tasks to a later time.

(Wikipedia)

"A.E.Y.I Handicraft" : Debute of My Own Products!! Part 1

So, I actually already started my clay making obsession since a long time,
but this year I finally can produce my own products under my own label.

It's a small business for collecting a pocket money, but I guess it's a great start... huh?

A.E.Y.I Handicraft (My Handicraft Products Label)

So this is my label, which A.E.Y.I is represent initial of my real name : Alethea Esther Yohanna Iroth.
This label is not just for my clay products, but almost everything I made. Include clay, bracelets, earrings, and necklace. But mostly for clay products.

Since I made all the products by my self, I don't really make so much. For one design I only make 2-4 products max. Sometimes only 1. That's why it seems like limited edition huh?... LOL.

This is a few of my products that already sold...

This is my Christmas Edition, which I make :

Christmas Octopus, Tree, Cactus and Wreath

Snowman Keychain

Mix of 1 Christmas Tree and 2 Christmas Present Keychain

Mix of Christmas Candle and Christmas Wreath

A few of Clay Charm on the drying process... (Include a cute little Reindeer!!)

And some of the products that not include on a Christmas Edition : 

Macaroons

Rose Brosche

Sandwich Keychain

Pie Keychain

Candy Color Rose Mirror Keychain

Mix of Bow and Ice Cream Keychain

Piggy Keychain

Plant on a Pot Keychain

Banana Keychain (On of My Favorites >_< )

Pumpkins Keychain

Turtles Keychain

Chocolate Bar Dipped in Chocolate Sauce Keychain

Red Purse Keychain

Ethnic Purse Keychain

Chick Keychain

"Lilo and Stitch" Scrump Doll Phone Strap

Cookies Keychain (With a mirror on the back)

Deco Box 1st

Deco Box 2nd

Deco Plastic Jars

NOTE :
*Not all of my creation is my original idea, most of them is inspired by clay crafter video on YOUTube. 
*Most of the picture is labeled Airi Handicraft, which actually my first idea for my label before I change it into my recent label.

Actually I already made a lot of products that not been on sale, include a bracelets, earrings, necklace, and much more clay products. But since I don't had the photo yet, I think I will post it later.

So that's all about my first products, and I guess that's a lot that I need to learn for making a nice handicraft product. After all I'm not yet a pro at this, and I only learn it autodidact (learn by my self), so there's so much improvement that I need to do... (>_<") wish me luck...!!