My Condition [23.05.2011]

*Duduk di bangku besi merah, dengan tangan menekan-nekan keyboard laptop hitam.
*Membuka 3 tab di mozilla firefox ; facebook, blogger, new tab.
*Memutar 3 video musik ; the pussycat dolls - don't cha, the pussycat dolls - buttons, nelly ft kelly rowland - dilemma.

Dalam benakku :
1. "Thea!! Kamu tuh ngapain sich?? Kamu tau kan ini minggu UAS!! Kamis besok itu kamu uda mulai UAS!! Bukannya belajar malah internetan terus. Belum cukup apa download selama 4 jam tadi di kampuz??"

2. "Astaga... keren banget ternyata puisi-puisi di facebook-ku ini?? Ternyata mencintai seseorang bisa membuatku sepuitis ini?? Waahh... aku jadi pingin jatuh cinta lagi!!"

3. "Dilemma-dilemma... harusnya bulan depan aku santai-santai refreshing di rumah, eh, kog malah lupa kalau ada tugas penting. Mana aku lupa total lagi kalau bulan depan ada even kampus yang penting juga, dasar bego-bego!! Gimana ngomongnya nih sama temen-temen?? Aku ini emang --- yang gak becus."

4. "Ahh... aku pengen bikin fanfic ahh, sambil berhayal tentang idolaku... Pengen beli kertas bintang lagi, supaya bisa bikin bintang-bintangan lagi, pengen nonton film yang berbau fashion-fashion. Banyak banget pengennya..."

5. "Lapernya... tapi aku mesti tahan, tadi jam 6 aku uda makan nasi sebungkus, aku kan udah bertekad untuk makan 1 kali aja hari ini. Banyakin gerak Thea!!"

6. "Besok pakai baju apa yaa?? Hmm.... gaya rambutnya enaknya diapain ya??"

Kesimpulan :
Aku ini gak jelas... Huuuhhh... >_< !!

There's time...

There's time when I messed up,
And feel little bit down,
But you show me that you start your success,
With a much and much mess than I did..

There's time when I disappointed on my self,
And want to give up...(almost didn't decide yet)
But you show me that give up is giving you nothing,
And teach me that hard working is the best way as my first consideration.

There's time when I made too much complaining
About all things that I hate/don't want to do...
But you show me to look it as a challenge,
that's better than just complaining...

There's a time when I feel very upset and confused,
And cry a lot...
And you seemly did nothing but smile at me,
And says "You're strong, and I know it, because that's the part of my love" ...